May 29, 2009

Things on the Good Ole Mind

I have been absolutely lazy tonight and I don't feel one bit guilty. I have been watching my stomach move up and down and I think to myself, "This is the only time in my life I have ever been thankful for a jiggly belly."

I like to think that my hormones are more balanced now than when I wasn't pregnant but Cody may tell you different and somedays I might too. I just remember being a complete psycho most of the time. Maybe I'm maturing? Oh heavens. Actually this morning as I was doing my hair I was thinking the only growing up I've ever done was getting married and making the plunge into motherhood. I doubt my growing up days are over which is a hard reality when many days I just want to be a young, loud, lazy, obnoxious kid. (Some will tell you I am still just that).

Mine and Cody's "song" is "Me and You" by Kenny Chesney. Excellent song. I have loved it since I first heard it but it never quite described our whole relationship. Then this song by Brad Paisley came out. It is called "Then". I couldn't be more in love with a set of lyrics. Everytime the phrase, "I can just see you, with a baby on the way." I get a little choked up and think, thats me right now...for the rest of my life. I am so excited yet so humbled by just knowing that I know NOTHING about being a mom. I guess these are everyone's first time jitters right? Right?!

Our trip to Thatcher (pics to come) was a lot of fun. We got to relax and stay up late, and sleep in, and eat La Casita! It was nice being in a small town and actually seeing the stars at night. That town brought back so many memories and I know there are a lot more to come.

Today I realized I love clouds. I always make shapes out of them. Everyday at work I hope they all join together and bring rain...partly to cool me down and partly because it's beautiful.

Monday is mine and Cody's 2 year anniversary! What the? Where did the time go? I fall in love with him more everyday and love how well he handles things. We both have grown up a lot and our relationship is something to brag about! ...but I won't.